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The RECEIVING END of “NO”: For some reason, “NO” has been on my mind lately. I’ve had a string of “NO’s” in my life recently and I’m sure if I just keep on living, there will be more. Has anyone ever said “no” to you? How did that make you feel? If you’re like most people, you felt rejected, maybe a bit hurt or embarrassed. Can I let you in on a little secret? I’ve decided to challenge my own perspective of how I view “NO. Look at these examples: I’m sure in each of those situations, you walk away feeling rejected. I know I would…and have. But as I think about it today, I realize that “NO” could just be the best possible answer for me no matter how much I think I want “YES” in the moment. Why? We tend to think of “NO” as rejection when in actuality, each “NO” simply moves you closer to your ultimate “YES”. It moves those things, people, situations that are not for you or in your best interest out of the way. We tend to view “NO” as moving us to the back of the line when in actuality, it moves us closer to the goal. Listen, in scenario #1 where you’re interested in starting a relationship with someone and they tell you “NO”…I know that stings. Trust me. Yet, isn’t it better to know sooner rather than later that this isn’t the relationship you were meant to be in? And even if the relationship does last for a time but isn’t going anywhere, isn’t it better to know sooner rather than later? Scenario #2 – same thing. If Publisher A isn’t interested in your work, that moves you further down your list of potential publishers. (Um, provided you have a list that’s longer than 1.) That’s not to say that you hear “NO” and simply slink away. Ask questions if you want or need clarification, if you think a deeper understanding is there and can help move you forward. Short explanations work for me. After all, I’m not trying to convince anyone of anything, not trying to change anybody’s mind. I figure in most cases, we’re all adults and put thought into the situation and made the best possible choice for ourselves and ultimately everyone involved. Realize that sometimes there won’t be an explanation. That’s cool too. Keep it moving Baby. After the sting has worn off, look at the “NO” objectively. Was it really the right place, the right fit for you? Be honest. If you still think it was, would you be happy in a situation where the other party(s) really didn’t think you were the right choice, where they treated you as “Mr./Mrs. Right-Now”, where they settled simply because they needed to fill a position, or didn’t want to be alone, etc? That’s a spirit killer. And it’s a slow death – the worse kind. “NO” gives you time and space to look at your situation clearly and ask yourself tough questions. Was this really right for you? Were you ready? Were you prepared? Could you be yourself in this situation at all times? Could you compromise without losing yourself? Do you need to make better choices? Do you need to work on some aspect of yourself, your behaviors, how you present yourself or your craft? Do you need to sharpen your skills? Or one of my favorites, did you go into it expecting a “NO” (self-fulfilling prophecy)? I’ve learned not to let “NO” knock me off my path. It might slow me down for a minute but it doesn’t kill me. I tell myself that this particular “NO” simply moves me closer to my “YES”. I don’t accumulate or count the “NO’s” – there are no aggregates allowed. Deal with each “NO” as it comes. If you can’t help but flashback to a previous “NO”, then tell yourself that puts you two places closer to your “YES” and keep it moving. Know that, sometimes, “NO” is just the thing you need to help you gain clarity about what it is you really want and how you can get there. Don’t get ruffled by being on the receiving end of “NO” - get clear, realize that you ARE ahead of the curve. It’s about perspective. Always. You know what they say, “It’s not what happens to you, it’s how you respond.” UPDATE 10:52pm: Earlier tonight, I had the honor of participating in a discussion sponsored by The Empowered Black Womens Network (EBWN) in regards to relationships, Black relationships. Whew! Ya’ll know how much a sistah loves good dialogue right? And you know how near & dear THAT topic is to my heart. Good energy all around. The session was facilitated by one of the most dynamic sisters I’ve “met” - Rachel Ramone and I shared space with author Darrell A. Cador and Christine (Sis, I cannot remember your last name - I apologize) who runs a hopping events planning business in NY. Based on our conversation tonight, I’m going to repost a few things tomorrow or post some links to things I hope people will find worthwhile in light of that discussion. I’m so keyed up now, I’d like to hit you with some highlights of our discussion so check back tomorrow. I’ll also give you the links for the cyberhomes for Rachel, Darrell and Christine. Dialogue. It will carry us far. I firmly believe THE SOLUTION IS IN THE DIALOGUE SO WE HAVE TO KEEP TALKING TO EACH OTHER - NOT AROUND EACH OTHER, NOT OVER EACH OTHER, NOT ABOUT EACH OTHER - TO EACH OTHER. LIVE DELICIOUSLY my Lovelies! Comment Below |
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I love this breakdown. I think this needs to be widely circulated on the net. You have a great POV Miss J!
Perspective is a beautiful thang, isn’t it?
OK, this was a DEEP one. Being laid off for 10 months, I applied for so many jobs, I felt beyond rejected. And instead of embracing my “vacation” and sabbatical, I felt less than. Now being back to work for 3 months, I am like damn I wasted time on something that was always on its way. Plus I could have done so much more.
Good lesson and post.
I LOVE how you are using your vacay time right now.
this DEFINITELY needs to be sent out to folk cu it ain’t nothing but the trufe.
it’s so easy to fall into the victim role when the ‘no’ comes. it’s harder and way more rewarding to see the ‘no’ as a stepping stone to a ‘yes’. that ‘no’ is an empowering thing as far as i’m concerned.
Shai - deep huh? Just a little “shift” in perspective. I understand how you feel - I haven’t done much (um…any) job hunting since my “divorce’ but from past experience, I remember. Especially when I was turned down for a position that I’d been actually doing for 3 years. *smh*
Don’t say you wasted time - there was a reason you were “spinning’ so to speak so count it all joy. Maybe that’s God’s way of getting you (us) to do more than SAY we trust Him. Lawd, did I just tell on myself or what?? LOL
Nikki - Hey Chica! Girl I used to take ‘victimhood’ to a whole nother level so I definitely feel ya on that.
You’re right - “no” can be empowering. If nothing else, it can free people from false hope. It takes some time & practice to get to the place where “no” hold some postivies but once you get there, Baaaayyyyybbbbbyyy, it’s on!
The two No’s I got regarding long-term relationships makes me want to dance and shout. LOL. At the time of each No, I thought I missed out. Especially with both moving on to marry others. LOL. I am glad I did not get what I wanted those times. Whew!
Umph. My last 2 relationship no’s….one cut deep cause it was a lie that had to be told based on a previous truth not shared. (Is that being cryptic or what? lol). It’s all good. Let’s me know that dude truly wasn’t ready for me. I’m cool with that but in the moment? You woulda thought I had died. The other “no”? Passive/aggressive at its finest which i saw but didn’t see cause you know ya girl don’t do hints & what not - say what you gotta say. When I noticed things had changed, I took note simply cause it was far to the left of who he SAID he was & how he approached life. Anywho…I wish them both the best - they’re good guys, perhaps a bit misguided but hey, it’s all good.
i got a ‘no’ to a realtionship last year and this year i look back on it like “what the fuck was i THINKING?!?”
that would have been yes to drama and a brotha who not only wasn’t worthy of my attention, but it would have been done when i wasn’t yet extricated from an unfulfilling relationship. i mean, come on. i was an idiot to even contemplate it. i’m soooooo glad he said no!
Very good point! I never consciously thought of a “NO” as bringing me closer to my “YES.” I’m really going to try to keep this in mind the next time I am faced with a “NO.” Imagine how smooth and easy your reaction to something like that would be!
Nikki - I feel ya. I wanted that “YES” in that instance so “badly”…and “badly” is EXACTLY what I got. Wanted it so much, I left myself blinded to a hellacious amount of clues as to what really was what. Lawd! The tears, the pain, the poetry (got a wlhole frigging book out of it. LOL) behind that “simple” NO. When I was going through it, I swear I thought I was dying. When I look back on it now, I see how it really awakened me to life. It set me free in some very necessary ways.
:::End of Testimony:::
:::Cue the choir:::
:::The church doors are open…won’tcha come?”::
LOL
Miss - I’m telling you, if you can hold on to that thought the next time you get a “NO”, it will definitely smooth out the rough edges. It may not take all the sting out of it but hopefully, it’ll move you further along on the learning curve.
:::me walking down the aisle:::
cuz ya know i go a testimony!!!
seriously, though, i found this perception the last time i opened the door for the baby daddy n he went with the hood chick instead of me. u know…the one with 3 kids, no job, livin wit her momma???
it hurt like hell but, strangely, at the same time i felt like he did me a favor because he was not nor had he ever been on my level. once my ego got over the how he gonna pick her over me, i realized that i didn’t even want him. i just wanted him cuz he was with her!!! talk about spiteful & selfish!!!
i know…i know…i gotz me some issues. but that’s why i’m here in church!!! lol
excellent post!!!
Amen on the poetry. Hell, I got into Essence mag with one of the ton of poems I penned. I think I got tearz o one written on. smh.
I cried on his wedding day last year and for what? LOL. It was ALL cleansing.
I cannot wait for the Dear Adam book. I referred to your book this weekend. Geez, the words give me chills everytime I read a poem. LOL.
See? BabySis why you gotta come up in hurrh acting out? Sparking off stuff. I’ve never been inclined to do the “baby baby please don’t go” (whole nother post) but I was some kinda h-u-r-t. How ’bout “the man formerly known as my boyfriend” walked away from our relationship to be with a crackhead. If God didn’t put some mighty cold reality in my face that day, I don’t know what did. He choose a crackhead because that’s all HE thought HE deserved. Had a child with her (again, WHOLE NOTHER POST!!) then tried the “I was wrong, I love you, I need you, it was always you.” My response?
- You’re ‘wrong’ alot!
- love doesn’t feel like this
- sweetie you need a support group
- it was “always me” except when it wasn’t.
ROFL.
A’ight, I’ain fidding to fool wif ya’ll no mo’ bout this. LOL
Shai - they say when you can find the gift in the pain, you’re free. I’ve cried more tears over poems in that collection (not Dear Adam). But um, I’m having a little bit of a time getting Dear Adam back in focus. Gotta shake some things off this week and grind it out. I get confirmation every day that it’s time. Time for THAT book to born. We’ll see.
interesting perspective on the word “NO”, but what happens when one of the “NO”s you are commenting on involves a relationship that you are really interested in and you say “NO” in the beginning and that “NO” is taking as absolute and you wind up losing someone who may potentially have been your spiritual soulmate?
P.S. keeping on doing what you do!
That made perfect sense. Imma try and use it.
Thank you Ms. Creole. It works. Fo’ real!
Calvin - good question. (Let’s pretend for a moment that yours truly has not lived that very scenario LOL). I don’t think you can lose what’s meant for you - you can push it away, you can try to deny it, you can run from it, you can hurt it but it still exists. Question is, after all that mangling related to THAT “NO”, is it salvagable?
I think in your case some questioning might be in order in terms of the context of the “NO” or how it was delivered. “NO” can mean “not right now”, “I’m not ready”, “I’m scared” but generally speaking when we hear it we automatically jump to believing it to be final. Not an easy place or perspective to get to when you’re hurting. So I’ve been told. *wink*
Thanks for sharing your thoughts, asking questions. I love questions - I think in lots of cases they’re more important than the actual answer. But then again, maybe that’ sjust me.
I think I missed the update part, but you know, I’m definitely an advocate of talking “to” each other. I’ve always been that way because I don’t want to misunderstand what’s being conveyed. Because people don’t want to hurt each others feelings they water down the truth and hold back crucial points, but to me it makes no sense to be “in” a relationship if you’re not going to let it be an honest one. Being honest is the best gift that you can give yourself AND the other person.
Hey Princess! You didn’t “miss” it. I’m still tightening up that post so it should be here soon. Just so much to say, to discuss and you know I’m ‘wordy by nature’. LOL Hang on…it’s coming!